Tuesday 1st August 2017
Perhaps it's post pregnancy stuff, being inside too much, tiredness, at the beck and call of Charlie 24/7, stress of moving...I don't actually care what the cause is but lately my anxiety has been growing & my confidence diminishing.
Waking up with a stressed out head and seeing flaws in myself all day.
And on the occasions that I do leave the house not wanting to be seen.
Well I've decided ENOUGH is ENOUGH. I cannot be that person, I refuse to be. She is not good for me to be around never mind my kids. I will not waste my life like that. Negativity seeps into everything it comes in contact with but so does JOY.
Throwing myself back into practicing what I preach.. we chatted about what we're grateful for on the walk to Summer camp-going to start writing it down again-and about what we do that fills us with excitement. Back at home blasted songs I love on the stereo had a dance around the kitchen.
I am going to start treating myself better. Why is it so easy to spend money on your kids but not yourself?
Telling the Universe I need a shopping trip & head to toe pamper...come on Law of Attraction 🤣...time to get back to being my friend, to fun & being excited about life. Time to get my sparkle on! 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟